crozzmeheart / angel of death, kill my sorrows

crozzmeheart

Angel Of Death

damn failures I made
all I do now is bleed
I crash my mind like insane
stabbing myself with pain

slicing my skin
poured out to bleed
creeping my sense
out of my mind

living with tears
following a dream
now i ran after the
angel of death

living alone along with torns
along the way that i cross
all i could see now is
the blood flowing from my wrist

won't you help me! help me!
I'm loosing grip on this
my hope is gone, all had gone
would there still be chance
for me to make things right???

crozzmeheart

Out Of My Life

you said you're away
but i saw you there
you lied to me

you could be wrong
I could be right
but I don't care
I doubt you now

I wanna shout deep in the dark
cry out loud beneath the rain
I wanted your heart
but who's to be blame now
i want you out of my life

It's crazy I could bear all this time
you lied...

crozzmeheart

Should it be this way?

Ignored for his claim,

just treated like a lame,

ran as fast,

didn't even know when it'll lasts,

came back to favor,

to him who has given no valor,

seems it's a pain,

and does still leaves a stain,

would it need to pay?

for bond, always wished to stay?

but why need to say?

when all it seems just be away...

crozzmeheart

My pen

craved for what is felt,

yet pain is all what was left,

cud it b just d lust?

or should it last?

came from below,

never did care of what as follow,

for the hearts burned

for them to have learned,

shattered my heart was,

left for sum time that pass,

as I write with my pen,

wishing you'll b back again.

cr0zzmeheart

I came back

it's been a while when d snow froze my soul,

beyond the limits and made me crawl,

thousand times I've been thinking,

why, still my heart is beating?

days made me smile in my dead hours as it passes by,

no wonder wings grew behind me and made me fly,

as I go further,

I noticed my wings spreads feathers around the black weather,

like a statue in the sky,

the sun knew how to shine as He see me cry,

melted the ice that froze me,

and have made me fly so extremely free,

it was so enticing to fly that high,

but much of sorrow was felt inside,

watching those who left behind,

and suddenly I thought of spreading my wing and gone for a dive,

I came back for you, please don’t freeze my heart again

crozzmeheart

The pain I gain

nothing more should have said,

for the loving heart could never forget,

for the words have spoken,

nothing will ever be forgotten,

corniest thing it would seem,

yet still lights up in the dim,

while slicing with a blade,

for d love that will never fade.

CRADERS MYTH "first time"

WHO really AM I???

Who Am I ???

Am I the one you cared for ?
Am I the one you cried for ?
Am I the one you love?
or just someone who passed?

should I be jealous ?
or am i just so pressumpptious ?
was I a part of your yesterday ?
or just a cause of your pains ?

please tell me before I'll be gone
lot of things are yet to be done
now I'm asking you who am I to you

do my memories a part of you
coz i still have a picture of you
as when i saw you
my mem'ries brought out from you
should i be jealous?
or am just too pressumpptious?
was i a part of your yesterday?
or just a man thrown away?

please tell me before I'll be gone
lot of things are yet to be done
now I'm asking you
who am I to you

Do my mem'ries a part of you?
am I realfy a part of you?
could I still be a part of you?