WHY

I've been waiting for too long
that some day you will come home,
though it hurts me so,
but then I have to let you go

I always ask my self,
WHY?
you have to say goodbye?
why you had to leave me?
with tears in my eyes,
I'm falling apart.

You were always n my mind,
where ever I go ,hoping in my sight ,
I will see you through
even just for a while,

I wish i could tell you how much,
i wanted you home,
though it hurts me so,
yet I have to let you go,

It's not easy to see you going away,
as you leave it all,
I wish i could keep you till the end,
now my world spins with questions...


A F#m E D

Stay....

Got stuck in the middle of nowhere
just got lucky to find you there,

Isn't easy to go on,
without you and be alone,
couldn't carry out my task,
as difficult as how i've been asked,

Could you stay a little longer?
ti'll the time i'll be much stronger,
ti'll the time i'll not be frightened,
to keep you ti'll the end

still you are my treasure

so much in-love of what must have begun,
in times all deeds must have been done,
it's been quite a race after all,
thinking all the mem'ries when i almost fall,

all this time it feels like in a maze,
made me into craze,
so much paths still blocked,
so many doors still locked,

it would still be a hope for a sight of light,
it would still be a need for a flight,
it would still mean of a love,
for a friend incomparably but a dove...

you are mine to keep

crippled by fate,
couldn't go straight,
like flipping the cards,
everything seems got hard,

once were a slave,
hoping now could be saved,
hoping to give you sight,
for you to see the light,

Some will bleed,
some might go deep,
but somehow will keep,
those things your are to leave,

please believe,
and in deed you'll see,
memories you leave are mine to keep,
even at my last sleep...

Stupid fall

i wanted to fly that high,
i wanted to reach the sky,
but i couldn't keep my self up,
i just can't go on with you,

i want to fall down back to you,
even i'll be alone, i'll still go on,
even without your love,

when i open my eyes
i couldn't see you any where
when i open my eyes,
i may see you with someone else
and i'll always can,
will always carry all the pain
and all the doubts
and everything that would come along,
i tell you these i will never give up....

caught in between

have made mistake,
misled by fate,
so hard it is to love yet not to love,
to kept yet broke promises,

being pulled down by conscience,
a centimeter of blades are to wait,
given so much fear and doubt,
uncertainties led by the past,

inequalities amongst us,
dividing rights to love
diminishing rights to be inloved,
resulting regression in depths of feelings...

to see or not to see
but could hear,
to go forth or to stop
but still stands,

caught in the middle
which way to go,
shall a need to stay?
or to leave it fair?

confusing choice to make,
but how to choose for both to be fair?
so caught in the middle
could hardly find way out to give happiness destined not for self but
for others...

cr0zzmeheart/Ngumiti ka lang

Ngumiti Ka Lang

Nais ko lang naman makalimot
sa lahat ng pagkakabigo
Nais kong buhay ko'y mabago
para sayo'y lalayo

Ngunit ikaw lang ang nasa isip
hindi kayang ikaw ay limutin

para sa'yo
susubukan kong lumayo na parang nglalaho
kahit pa masakit,
ikaw parin ang mamahalin,
lahat ay tatanggapin, makita ko lang ang iyong ngiti

Aaminin ko,ako'y ngkamali
at ngayo'y nagsisisi hindi na kita mabawi
pero pipilitin ko,pgdating ng panahon
at ika'y muling mapasakin

dahil ikaw parin ag nasa isip
di kita kayang limutin,

cr0zzmeheart/Forgive me Lord for I've sinned

Forgive me Lord for I've sinned


I was so eager
not knowing many thing's gone
and all the reasons why i left behind,
was/is all because of me

please forgive me Lord I've sinned
all the time
I'm deeply sorry
for everything I have done

my life's still winding
along the way, along with pain
you were the only one who made me realize
I wasn't alone

Forgive me Lordmp3 - crozzmeheart

crozzmeheart

crozzmeheart

CRY

Sweet sorrow knocked on my door,
trying to reach my very core,
less hide it,
the more i fight with it,

I want to reach up the clouds,
fly high with no doubts at all in mind,
i want to soar the skies,
to uncover all the lies,as promised,
even it'll make me cry,

my soul wept out ,
couldn't be heard by any crowd,
the cry for the path i lost ,
the only way to the one i love most,

should there be my fate,
the secrecies to be revealed,
just for me to hurt myself....